As predicted Crown ended with great valor. DL finished Vlad in four. I was pleased.

As for me, this is my journal after all, I was pleased with my prowess and my Lady made the day for me. Looking across the field at her before each fight truly inspired me. Such a soft smile….

I fought hard and when demanded to give more I answered without hesitation. SD gave great contest to me twice this day and once did I pass with BG. My sword failed me falling to pieces against SD not once but twice and by the good will and generosity of DR I was able to continue in comfort. I set out and did what I intended this crown. Tested the mettle of those biding for the crown and affected the list. My personal test was that of attitude. I have no expectation of ever winning crown as an unbelt. What would it say of the Chivalry of this Kingdom should it happen….. I pressed hard and remembered the words of BdeB from last. I delivered several telling blows that fell unacknowledged. I did not get discouraged. I struck harder, still unanswered, I struck so hard I sheared the bolt from my basket. I found myself at an impasse from this exercise. I knew that eventually this good and noble man would strike me, it was inevitable, and when he did I asked myself “what will you do Matthew?”. Will you shirk his blows or stand strong to your values…. I am pleased I held my Lady’s honour and stood to my values, honour above glory, usquequaque.

As is expected several comments troubled me. Onlookers calling blows, making determinations and judgments safe of the blade. But I think today I will remain positive and avoid the perpetuating drama.

To date, there have been three of the lodge that have impressed upon me such great brilliance that I am renewed in my love of this Society, this Kingdom and the sport of honorable combat. Admittedly I had become cenacle. Those close to me have recently asked why I am retracting. Slowing, if you will, the hospitality that is my nature. I was honestly feeling drained.

DC, your act of unsolicited generosity on my behalf in such a public forum touches me at the base of my foundation. Thank you. I am beginning to understand the meaning of the music.

So much more to speak on………